As usual, once upon a time, theres a girl that never believed in love. Her parents got divorced, father walked away. Since then, she just couldnt resist the fact that she dont like boys. To her, all boys are all the same. Boys are like needles,they are hard sharp needles. They'l hurt you anytime u overlooked at it.

Her heart was as cold as an ice that never melts. Till one day..

Theres a note and a mint flavored chewing gum hidden under her desk, in the classroom. She open the note, it says 'HYE :)' . She knows it already,it must be another stupid way that oftentimes used by boys to get to know girls. i mean c'mon,its a common sense, everybody knows that trick. She ignored it until.. 'hey,dont be too arrogant, i said hye didnt i?' okay,at 1^st, he is just some other guy to her. They’l get to know each other even closer since then. Then one day,they set a plan to go to a theme park together. … and so the miracles begins…

‘ Do you remember the 1^st day we’re going out together, you wait for me at the train station for almost 1 hour?im sorry im late. I know its my fault but still, theres a sweet smile curve on ur face when u saw me. U told me how pretty I was at that time. U told me u glad that I came, u thought I never came, because from ur experience girls like me will always just playing around for boys like you. I just don’t get it,im not that kind of girl. I keep my promise. I glanced at u,I can tell that u glad to see me. Well,me too.. J

Do you remember when we were almost chuck up cause we ride everything that spins on the theme park. I remember when I got scared of height,u hold my hand tight saying ur always be there, rite by my side. J

Do you remember when u text me even im right beside u saying ‘WILL U BE MY GIRL?’ cause u said u couldn’t say it to my face. At that time I replied ‘YES’ and I don’t even know why. I felt something strange in me towards you. I never felt like this before, but surprisingly I was happy. I hug u that time, and u looked surprised. But then u smile at me. U said I cant imagine how happy u were at that time, u thought I was going to reject u. Then u gave me a necklace that written “BE MINE’ on it. I said ‘YES’. My heart rattles hard that time. I can feel ur fingers touches my neck when u wear me the necklace. I think love is starting to appear in me boy. J

Do u remember when we hang out at the park, we sang our favorite song together? You hold my hand, look straight into my eyes and sang.. ‘one day when the sky is falling I’l be standing rite next to you.rite next to you..’ . At that moment, only god knows how happy I am to have u. I can see tears in ur eyes, I bet u saw mine too. My hands are shaking,u hold it tight. The assumption that boys cant be trust, begins to fade. I trust u with all my heart,I believe that u really love me. At that time, finally I felt like I was allowed to something,something that I never felt before. Happiness, cared,loved by someone. I was the frozen snow that melts by your love’s heat. J

Do you remember? When we had a fight once,I couldn’t remember why cause u told me to forget. U said bad things are not worth it to remember. U run 10 mile from ur house, u almost got hit by a car, got chased by pack of dogs, just to say u’re sorry for the fight. U call me that morning,and asked me to look outside my window. There you, standing outside my house, holding a teddy bear,with a smile on ur face. I run to you. ‘im sorry baby, I miss u, please forgive me,sorry the teddy bear are not that big,but next time I’l buy a huge one for u,I promise.’ I smile. Im touched by ur loving,tenderness, not to mention crazy attitude. The only thing that I could say at that moment was.. ‘Don’t leave me..’. J

Do you remember when we had a dance rehearsal, u pulled me to u when the Hindustan song was tuned and u dance with me. We spin around and around and around till our head hurts. We were laughing hard, and u keep dancing with ur funny moves. when another song was played, u looked at me. ‘shall I have this dance?we’re not at some grand place but I don’t care, will ya?one day,I promise I bring u to the prom, and then we could have a real dance. That time I’l wear my tuxedo n ur wear ur beautiful dress,and im sure u’l be the prettiest girl on the prom. I’l be the luckiest guy ever.’ I looked at u with a smile. There is no word that can describe how happy I am. I could felt ur warm heart in me. My heart speaks softly, that ur the one for me. ‘Thanks,I’l be waiting for that special day to come.’ . J

Do u remember? The day that our friend hold a birthday party, we got home late that night cause we watch ‘The Smurf’. The train station was closed,we had no choice but to get a cab. We searched for the taxi park, but when we asked the guy that worked there,he said that we had to go to the other side of the mall. So we end up in this creepy room, that still in construction, I said it was a very suitable place for a crime to happen. I got very scared at that time, I mean c’mon, we’re only 16. we got scare sometimes.LOL. u hold me tight, calm me down, finally we reach the taxi park. We got ourself a cab and ride it home. In the cab,I lie down my head on ur shoulder. It was almost 12 midnight,and we’re not home yet. That time,we know that we’re dead, our parents must be really angry with us. U hold my hand, kiss my forehead,saying, its going to be all right, we will remember this night forever. He looked at me, ‘I smurfs u’ we laughed, he still can make up with some joke at that time. I hold him tight,don’t wanna let him go,he feel so warm. ‘I smurfs u more boy’. J

Do you remember when u played football, u said u will score many goals for me. I just sat there,watched u play. Ur very good in football, everytime u score a goal, u looked at me,and point to me. U said it was for me, even I just sat there do nothing,I even lost focus on u sometimes,and u know that,but u understand that im not a football lover as much as u do. I smiled, deep down inside,I thanked u. I was touched by you. U are very sweet u know that? J

Do you remember when I said that I loved Aladdin so much,u laughed at me. Then u said, ur my Aladdin and im ur Jasmine. We always sang ‘The whole new world’ song together. It was our favorite. U even learned to play the song with ur guitar just u can sing it for me. Thank you boy, I really appreciate that. J

Do u remember that u used to look at me so amazed. When we’re in class, we were finishing our homework and suddenly u stop writing. I glanced at u. u were looking at me like it was ur 1^st time. I smiled at u, and asked whats wrong? ‘u are just so beautiful u know that?’. I was snap, my heart pound very fast. He had this charming, cute face when he smiled, it never failed to melt me down. ‘I love you..’ J

Do you remember that we always talk about how our future will be like? U always said that u will open up ur own buisiness and I will be ur full time assistant, I will always be by ur side no matter where u go. U even going to open up ur own restaurant in Paris,u’l named it ‘A&A Restaurant’. I laughed everytime u said that. U always told how many kids u want, what they’re going to be, how’d u treat them, and ur going to be a cool, awesome dad. ‘ family 1^st,work come 2^nd, friends come 3^rd.’ that’s your motto. Im glad at that time. I looked forward, and I saw all happiness that we could share forever together. U promised that what happened in my family will never happen to us. ‘ I wanna grow old with u,I wanna die lying in ur arms..boo..’ . J

But all dreams must end…

"i wanna stay single for awhile, im sorry girl..we're over....'

We got trap by our own mistakes. Jealousy conquers me. U changed in just a blink of an eye. U met someone new. I just don’t understand. i was lost in the darkness where there no light to show me the way out. U used to be my sunshine. But where are you now? Its like im searching for ur hand in the dark, hoping u reach my hand and hold me tight like u used to. Im scared, im lost, but ur not even there to calm me down. I wanna hear u said, ‘its going to be alright’ again. Sometimes I heard u calling for me when I close my eyes, but when I open it, ur not even there.. where are you? Come back… what happen to our memories? What happen to ‘forever together’? what happen to me the only one that will be in ur heart forever? Now u were so far away from me,u forget me. how’d u do that so fast? It feels like it only yesterday that we’re In loved. I felt betrayed. Hate, anger, sadness crawls in my heart. I trusted u when u promise me u’l never leave me, but what I see is u running away from me. what did I go wrong? The bond that used to be so strong are starting to broke from time to time. Its okay, no matter what, our memories will never be fading away. I’l kept it safe with me, I’l promise. Im the type of girl that keep my promise,u know that. So this is it. So this is how our love story ends? I wished it could end with happily ever after. But it’l never happen. Im sorry if I cant be the perfect girl for u, im just a human, im not perfect, but I tried my best to convince u how pure my love was. But I don’t get it, why’d u never understand that? Thanks for showing me how happy love could be. Thanks for teaching me how to love. And thanks cause I was once loved by u. ”

You’l be in my heart forever….

Dear boys,

when u love a girl please love them with all ur heart. Because once a girl loved u, trust me, they’l never forget how’d u make them feel. People do say that a girl’s heart is like an ocean full of secrets. U never know what kept deep down inside them, just show them what they really mean to you. U’l reveals their secrets one by one when u get to know them. A girl is as fragile as a glass, if u don’t hold them tight, they’l fall and broke into thousands of pieces. Appreciate them once they appreciate u.

<3 arfa

Harini aku overnight dekat rumah Epy,
best nye dapat spend time sama epy and alin.
epy sudah banyak tolong aku siapkan blog, THANKS EPY.
as for ALIN,asyik dengan video korea saje,tapi it fit me very well.happy~happy~happy~
Mak epy harini buat sambal sotong,tapi yang unik nye,di tambah gula nisan.
SEEDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPP!!


tengok la coklet mahal tu~ Aku beli,nak makan dengan Epy malam ni,tapi sayangnye.
aku terkene serangan plag di gigi,so aku hold on nak makan,tapi bile gigi da ok,
da CAIR???
redho jela.....

BTW,EPY, nanti kalau hari jadi kau,aku bagi la yang lebih besar sikit.huhu~